(And this is today’s post)
‘Defend me and deliver me;
let me not be put to shame, for in you I find refuge.’ (Psalm 25.20 REB)
Looking at the rest of the psalm it’s clear the writer was going through many troubles: he’s ‘lonely and oppressed’, with ‘troubles in his heart’, suffering ‘affliction and misery’ and surrounded by violent and hateful enemies. And he feels free to pray about that without trying to put a brave face on it.
The psalmist had many adversaries, but God was not one of them. Rather, God was his ‘place of safety’. A refuge can be a strong castle to defend us from the enemies. Today we also use the word to talk about a peaceful place we go to when the stores of life blow strong. I have a strong sense of that when I come home after a long, tiring day. Home is the place where I know I’m loved. My comfy chair is there, and my favourite teapot, and the human whose love has never let me down.
Sadly, some people do see God as one of their adversaries. If we’re been trained to view God as mainly angry and perfectionistic, then we’re going to be afraid to take refuge in him. We have to receive again the New Testament teaching that God is love. Love may sometimes need to speak a hard word, but love does not reject us or try to destroy us. Nor does love ignore us because we’re an inconvenience.
The refuge is there. I’m invited to enter into it. Prayer (including listening and silence) is the way I do it.
Jesu, lover of my soul
let me to thy bosom fly,
while the gathering waters roll,
while the tempest still is nigh.
Hide me, O my Saviour, hide,
til the storm of life is past.
Safe into the haven guide;
O receive my soul at last.
(One Year Bible readings for January 31st are Exodus 12:14 – 13:16. Matthew 20:29 – 21:22, Psalm 25:16-22, and Proverbs 6:12-15)